The gift of eternal despair - TIME

 Imagine this, you're in your death bed inching close to your well predicted death , one where you know when you'd be leaving to the uncanny other side. You'd be filled with remorse and a sudden hope for any miracle that all this is nothing but a hyper realistic dream and you'd be having more time. Time that you wished you had ,the time that caused your tumor to develop in the first place ,the time that has been scripting your life until now. The time that is pulling us closer to our inevitable end. If it is time that'll end everything why is it that we crave so much , so much of something that we know is destined to be cause of downfall of everything. Heed to what follows and you'll have your answer.

Time is native to a planet and is different for different planets, and there will be no time , in a place of void , devoid of any gravity and any stars(sun) ( hypothesis) . Life in earth is designed with sun at its apex and all around it(also literally) . Thus , life and death is a function of earthly time and it is safe to say that, it will change in accord to the native planet. So will tumor cells progress in a place devoid of time ?? , in theory yes, but practically impossible. Not only tumor but old"age" as well. So what if there is no time , there will be no death (other than fatal accidents) and no child births. This will literally make us immortal.

 So if absence of time will grant us an eternity of life , why do we plead for more time, in this humanly world time is the only immortal "being" and has the power to manipulate peoples life and you can literally call it god. Imagine this, had your parents not been married on that one specific day and had married a day before or after , you wouldn't be reading this right now, and would have caused the history of the planet to change(Butterfly effect) . So if time is literally "god" and is so important , it's a question as to why not much emphasis is given to time in any religion ( I regard religion to be merely a tool for you to connect with the concept of god in a personal level , will talk about this in another post) the same way to their deities. Time is always ultimate, something whose presence's effect can be felt (unlike it counterpart). Thus time is the greatest gift any one could ever ask for , say you are the richest person in the world, to what use would all this be without time ??? what use will all those "humanly pleasures" be of , if you can't have enough time to savor it. Thus, time is ,and will be ultimate, and be the ultimate gift. But don't get me wrong this gift of eternal time would be even more gloomy.

I've been a huge fan of an anime called One Piece, it is funny and has many protagonists, one such charter is Brook. He has a special power of immortality and his soul returned to his rotten body of just bones. So he cannot die and looks like an eerie zombie with humanly characters . Of all the characters why is this so important ?? , well Brook is a pirate and had quite a bunch of close nakamas(search for this).Nakama who are no more, though he has new nakamas now , but eventually they'll perish as well, this will go on, until who knows when . He has to live with the fact that all his close friends with whom he shared his time are no more and the gruesome way they died , with remorse and guilt that he couldn't do anything to help them. All these humanly feelings that used to be mortal but not with Brook.

Imagine yourself in this case , how would you feel with all this weight dragging your never ending soul back to the depths of  the dark sea of emotions when all you want is to be set free from these complex intricate feelings. This is exactly why the gift of time is limited and this adds value, value which we often forget and regret later. Time is like the ink from your pen, what we write will be the reminiscence of how well the pen was used, and how well we wrote is all that would matter once our transient pen of life ends. Our words will reverberate through the walls of earth and hence the word, our life is important , so make good use of it while all this pomp lasts. Not the lasts to many firsts ;)..........